Holy moly frijole, Hip-Hop, I’m a jumping bean Only the lonely could know me, no homies run with me Bogus, the phonies are phoning in vocals, no what I mean? Dopamine, knowing me's knowing what fucking dope'll mean Cold Dew in my left hand, no cash in my back pocket I'm a bold dude, but no best man, I won't hold back when I rap, rock it This holds true, but no yes man, flow’s smooth and I'm past talking I’ve told you...deadpan...I got no mood or I’m caps locking it, agghhh Got a bunch of nothing in between I'm either fucking with the scene, or I'm leaning up on this machine, believe I been undercutting what I need Cuz I'm fucking beat, uttering nothing but tongue in cheek notes See those, people’s libidos and freak egos Screen foes, speaking to speak and be disagreeable Free throws, a foul shot is what I mean though Cuz social media’s slowly eating us weak drones I’m on the internet, I been on the internet I’m on the internet, I been on the internet Anybody been a friend to me (frenemy) been on the internet I’m on the internet, I been on the internet Cuz I'm an internet rapper A fucking internet rapper Finish a mix and get it mastered Ain't nobody listen to an internet rapper My catalogue is vicious to bad dogs and their bitches Rabid sickness, grab a witness cuz Matt's raps are the business His avid listeners' average habit is dissing shit With a passion, pissed, emphatic and enamored with every sentence, what? No dude, we don't get fans, so we hold fast to that past hot shit That's old news and we know man, but each dope track is so mad nauseous It's like I’ve spoken acid rap vomit Soul fumes, and I'm a dead man, cuz I’ve sold music at last You been internet flexing? Better bench your bars Cuz our biceps are all pathetic next to an actual artist's Now I'm not saying that we’ve been missing our market But we’ve been missing the mark with all our misfit garbage, call it Trash day, half of us having the passion lack plays That ads make, fashion and savvy masking the tracks sang That's lame, but what happens to happen's happening We're in a bad place in this oversaturated rap game I say I'm innocent, but I been on the internet In and out and up and down, I'm done but I ain't finished yet Disconnect, clicking the rhythm is an irritant Listen in to dissonance and get up on the internet

Whenever I witness the people it's unbelievable even though This ever-repetitive effort I keep up has seemed to show elitist hope Believe but know, see I used to wanna be like them But Tisse could never keep up with their breed of phlegm, even then When we were younger, people breathing the thunder A league of fucking heathens and feeding cretins, no wonder I was emo and defeated, retreating deep in Matisse's head I’m feeling the fret of the feeble freaks who we would leave for dead It's my anxiety lying quiet inside of me Hiding right in silence, defiant of life, and tryna keep Me by myself and solo, tryna tell me I don't know Why I’ve felt in focus and why I'm myself in dope quotes They all call it nothing, cuz ain't nobody fuck with me All or nothing, bet you’ve had enough of me Put a fucking pen and pad in front of me and All of a sudden ain't nobody got Matisse down Ain't nobody fuck with Tisse’s frown And I ain't never coming back now, back down I see you struggle And I know the pain Our needs are subtle But we're both the same I never could fit in within em, wherever I want to be, oddity I got what I wanted, but honest to God it was hard for me, honestly I see where I'm at now, I'm me, I'm Matisse, and I'm Matt now The fecal is steaming the lad who I'll leave in the past as I free up my ass now My friends respect it, but not too many get this How could I ever expect to get the record all set when I've kept this Up and running like I'm running away from something or other that's hunting me But fuck defeat, I am no longer an ugly duckling It's all a blur, obvious that it still hurts I will curse, I'll never let anything feel worse Than those days, and though it never goes away I'm focusing on my fate and I'll be maintaining my method, my soul is safe

(Cuz) We're all weirdos here flowing clear dope And I don't care what you hear on your stereo I'm well aware it isn't fair but I carry on When people stare, they embarrassed, but I swear they don't know Oh, but I swear they don’t know Oh, when people stare, they embarrassed, but I swear they don't know I'm uncommon cuz I wanted to be a modern day anomaly But all I see is haunting me and honestly I'm not unique My God it's gotta be the garbage that I been bottling Inside of me, I got it under lock and key with bars and beats Conspiracy theories, they mirror my sincerity I'm serious, I'll tear a pair of speakers up to scare the sheep, seriously I'm well aware of fear and peril Meet the feral beast teething on the tarot sheet, a heathen, I’m Matisse And I'm painting a new piece I'm creating a few beats and I'm making my moves stream While lacing a lewd, lethally language-induced dream I been tracing the true Tisse who lay latent on loose leaf, and you're me We say one of a kind special, like fuck it I'll lie at you And love it, my life led to be whatever I intend it to I get the relevant rush to the mind rebels do Telling this high society mess I'm an independent dude It's never lucrative moving off from the group and then Chewing on a peculiar Rubik’s Cube of a different muse Living on loop and entombed in a room askew I been brooding in tune with music and muting my futile moods, ha From mixing messages said in jest To tooling with regret, I'm a pessimist and a never-nude But I’ve been attempting to dress up better, impressing you Those shower shorts are never the best bet, it's an effin rule But some are meant to be bent and broken, it’s true Through investing neglected emotion, get to know that You can do your damn thing dammit, though damaged you’re dope, it’s proof That whatever's infecting you is what makes you, you See they don't know us, but we know ourselves So we're not alone inside this social hell, note to self An emotive focus on emotions felt Swelling up but seldom welling up and over, coping well Well, we're not unpopular but not what sells Not without our obstacles, I’ve fallen but I thought I'd fail It's not impossible or comical to want to meld But I don't wanna be a common cold who's not myself, hell no

[Verse 1] I'm praying the darkness all will leave me Been waiting to solve it, but I'm knee deep So I'm creating this raucous unapologetic Art of cacophonous harmonies to keep peace Seeking to add it to quiet under my eyelids I’m tryna paint a masterpiece in silence My canvas and I are vivid and bright unless The light’s dimming, I'll light a lighter, listen to life And let your pain go, let your faith go I'm staying on it so my enemies remain close I'm staying honest, soulful remedy, I'll lay low But I’ve been conscious of my conscience, center stage though You’ve seen my face, no fear of fate Any mirrors stained, irritating, I’ma stare away What I'm here to say? It's clear as day I won't ever break, and if hell’s to pay, I'll get carried away [Chorus] I can’t obey the bottom, I’ve forgotten what I wanted I’m sorry, apology’s not in the contract I thought I’d be a walking nobody, but I’m a mockery talking And honest to God, I don’t want that So I’ll save myself, I’ll save myself And you can save yourself too I’ll save myself, I’ll save myself And if you don’t, then to hell with you [Verse 2] Y'all, I been acting real odd, and in fact I feel off Unimpassioned zeal, opposite of facts, I feel false I'm on a path surreal, lost, unimaginable Even though I keep it Sauced, I'm Matt and Matisse, draw I'm wishing half these feels Woulda given me anything inching past this will With the passion I'm mental, thinking I'm batshit, still It's a fact that I'm living riddled with Catholic guilt And it's hard for me, but it's part of me Couldn't have fashioned the artist's art if it was apart from me Couldn't imagine the honest heart’s admission of hardened grief If all I did was waltz in beaming, golly gee I’ve been awful mean But I'm about breadth, I'll take a loud breath This is my outlet, listen in to my sound sets I’ve been around wrecking hours underground Dissing doubters, pissed, empowered, lip devours any sound sense [Verse 3] Dare I escape my hell? Cherish the pain I’ve felt? See I was raised so well But there’s something inside of me yelling “save myself!”

My verse about as versatile as a third eye I'm a nice guy tryna fight a worse mind Hi, I'll write a rhyme with a Biggie and Kurt vibe Like I'm Ready to Die...Nevermind I'm that kind of tired where your eyes hurt, miser But I ain't one for whining, keep it quiet jerk, wiser "Why sir?" I'm bout to die (dye) like I'm a tied shirt It's bright and early but I thought I'd bet on night, word What I wanna say is I'm bottoming out but sane And I'm mocking all of my manias, all I want is to make it known But I'm on a spaceship and off into outer space Are we possibly talking aliens? Anunnaki would say it's so A bright future is dimmed by the hi-jinx So I'll hit the light switch like I'm done the night shift, off I gotta admit I kinda liked it But I ain't living life unless I'm my precise likeness Cuz I'm a character And I’m exaggerated I say I'll proly only stay for a lil bit But things go from lame to lit real quick Ain't no quote if the day, but this real spit I know emotion from pain to bliss, feeling it Awkward, dopey socially, you know it's me, notice me Tonally emotive in the flow I speak, jokingly Totally a noted freak, copious I wrote my speech Though I'm making no money, I keep it going, so extreme Onomatopoeia, my coughing often is audible Locked in my coffin, awful cacophonous talk I vomit out My logorrhea concocting a lot of phonics And evolves into raucous carnival nonsense, the fault's what I'm all about See I could change, but I'd rather stay the same Spit and lather up, I'm mad but it don't matter anyway, ey The Asperger’s laughter in the shade I’ll shatter any face, I'm made up, Matt's a menace, saint Cuz I'm a character Between the shine and the shade And I’m exaggerated Between the high and the hate Cuz I'm a character Between the pride and the shame And I’m exaggerated My peace is (pieces) dying to break